It's okay to just walk away.

Sometimes I have to remind myself that.
Sometimes you need to walk away and be okay with it.
It's not fair to my paintings to push them to new heights before they are ready.
Not fair at all.

Sometimes I feel sophocated.
I feel like I jumped in head first.
Most of the time I am scared that one of these times I won't resurface.
Cryptic, yes.
True...yes.
Well,sometimes.

Most of the time I know everyone has my best interest at heart,
But sometimes I want to make my own mistakes.
Sometimes I grow tired and weary of tip toeing around things.
I just want to walk into a room without an elephant.

Change is never easy,
Especially for me.
I don't feel strong and I never feel like I do it with ease.
Sometimes I push things down...deep away.
I don't even like revealing those things with myself.
Those are real I feel.

Sometimes it's okay to just turn and walk away.
Sometimes.

-b