It's all in the eyes.

Wow, two post in one week! Go me.

So, what I thought was going to be a shift here and there turned into me picking up two doubles and a Sunday morning shift. All I have to say is 15 hours on 1.5 hours of sleep with one very strong cup of coffee and not eating until 5 then steeling bites of your food while still prepping is dedication. Oy vey.

I never plan on working that much. It always just happens. I think, I enjoy being needed. I might also like to play the hero. I have come to terms with this. I am learning quickly, especially in the restaurant business, when enough is enough and more is just too damn much.

I needed to get lost at work this weekend. I have much to think about and wanted an escape. I know that can't happen every weekend but it was nice. I really do like the people I work with.

I am brushing up on my Spanish. So it is easier to talk to the boys in the back. They are lots of fun and they work hard.

Okay, enough about work already...sheesh.

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I saw a status update on my friends Facebook, "Where's my happy ending?"

All I have to say, is sometimes, scratch that, most of the time you need to play a BIG role in your happy ending. It is not out their looking for you...You need to be out there looking for it.

I miss Jeff and Em in studio. It's not the same without them there. Manndi and I went through their box they left and She took the clothes to goodwill. I took em's jeans. They are going into a quilt eventually. This way I will always have a part of her.

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I need to find an outfit for my cousins wedding in Colorado.
I also want to look at cameras before I go too.
It is essential to have one for getting my portfolio together and posting pictures on here.

I have been doing a lot of thinking on graduate schools lately.
Hopefully, Nancy will help me out and talk some sense.
I am feeling a little lost and weary but know that will soon pass.

I miss painting. I bought a canvas pliers the other day...why? Not sure, just have always wanted one and found one under ten dollars. I also ordered lots of art books. Cannot wait till they get here to start reading my little artsy heart out.

well I want to get up at a decent time tomorrow morning so I will say good night my loves.

Bridget