'Slide', Goo Goo Dolls
Thank you 90's station for giving me such good tunes to blog too.
I had a moment yesterday. One of those 'OH Shit' moments, what am I going to do with my life???
I started thinking about all the stuff I will need to pay for come Kylee's wedding and all the stuff I want to purchase and I still have three months to go before I pay off my iMac. And I want a table saw and a new roll of Canvas. BLAH! One of those 'OH Shit' moments...
My General Manager is quitting come end of May, beginning of June. I might see about taking a month off come the end of the summer and going home to help dad and mom but I also think I might want to go back to school. I think I want to go back and maybe education or possibly a modern language? Spanish would be very useful in todays world. I might see if I can set up a meeting with an advisor, and see if I can still use my prerequisites still would count? that means I would only have to do the major content and then the two blocks? That sounds like a good option and after that I would be guaranteed a teaching job. I might have to go check it out. I have been thinking about for about a year now but I never thought I would go back.
I told Nico I was thinking about moving back home and he said it was ok. I should do what I need to do and he was like as long as you come back and see me :) oh of course you silly boy. Love him.
Last night he called me about 1:45 am and asked if I would come give him a ride home from Finns. I said of course and went and got him. Went back to his house and he asked if I was hungry and wanted a quesadilla? I said sure. He made me cheese quesadillas with scrambled eggs with tomatoes and jalapenos. It was fun. I kept trying to help and he just took and sat me down and said, "NO, I am cooking for you. "
After a very late dinner we were laying in bed and he rolled over and asked if I was really moving home. I told him I think so. It just seemed like the right thing to do. He just stared at the ceiling a moment longer then turned and pulled me close. He said I want you to marry me before you leave. I got quiet and he was like I don't want to marry you for papers. I want you always to be mine and come back to me. Keep in mind he was intoxicated and people say silly stuff when they are under the influence but it made my heart swell for this man. He treats me so well. Don't worry folks, I am not getting married anytime soon. However, it was a sweet gesture.
Made my own Maxi skirt today. It was fun and a bit frustrating, like any good crafty/artsy project. The waist is a bit loose, nothing a good wash and dry won't fix I think.
Well lots to think about.
Had Monday night wings with Allison then looked at some flowers with Megs.
Loved this cold day.
French tipped my toes.
I have a filling tomorrow afternoon.
I think I am going to go drink a glass of water.
love, B
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