So many thoughts running around my head.
Nico signed a lease on Monday. Now his roommate is backing out on him. I think that is the best thing to happen. That place was a dump and they want $795 for a two bedroom.
Ridiculous.
You know, I think if he asked me to stay and live with him, I would. Or at least move back after spending some much needed time at home. I really do want to go home but I think I know I need to go back to school and get my masters or go back for secondary ed, one of the two.
This past week felt like it would never end. I had some very good days or parts of days and then some very dark parts. Jackass got a new chef coat, with their name on it. It made me feel shitty. After all this time and I even offered to pay for my own coat with my name and was told I couldn't and here they just strut in and after 4-5 months he is slowly taking my place and getting a new coat.
I cried to Nico. He just held me and then said some very nice things about how hard I work and what a good person I am and how I don't need a jacket to know who I was. He is right, I do not need a stinking jacket to know who I am.
I was getting so frustrated last night. Bridget get me this, go get me that, do you have this up? Jeez man, can you do nothing for yourself? grrrr... >:(
I feel like going for a run but it is raining. I need to finish posters I promised Michele I would paint. I just want to sleep. My meds for my Mango allergy just makes me want to lay down.
Well done picking out for now.
Love, B
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