Such a sweet, gentle rain.

I haven't heard from Jorge since the last time I blogged except to say, "Ok Bridget, lo siento mucho." 

I am too Jorge. I am too. 

So needless to say, we are no longer together. We just happened to want two very different things....

just breath, let it be, and move on one foot in front of the other I suppose. 

There is now more room and time to go back to the things I enjoyed in life before he came along. 

No regrets, just life lessons...and a new passport.

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My sculpture professor, Dan, messaged me yesterday with an opportunity I am now looking into. I would be stupid not to at least try for it. We shall see what tomorrow brings. 

Don't count your chicks before the eggs are hatched. 

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Oh work, is work. Nothin new. Allison got an interview. It helps when I recommend people to my managers because they know I only would give them quality. Kim is being a debbie downer about it all but Allison would liven that place up. 

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Got to hang out with Kim, Allison and my Aunt Rosie in Lawrence at the Bee Keepers Meeting last Saturday. It was an excellent time and learned some cool things and got to have free honey ice cream....SOOOOOO GOOD!!!!

I like honey bees. I hope they do not die off so I can rise a few hives when I am an old retired lady. I am oddly calm around them. They just want to eat, work, have sex, lay some eggs, eat, work, more sex, buzz around and die a happy little bee. 

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Cano and Ben both know I am now single, Ben wants to kick Jorge's butt and Cano is starting to try his smooth moves on me; however, not my cup of Horchata.

Alex and I plan on running away to AZ together to live next to his ex gf. Great plan right? 

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Life is funny. Just when you got it figured out...oh well, as dad always says, "you'll never know it in thirty years." "Never let anyone get in the way of your work." "Work hard and stay humble." 

Great advice. 

I also having to keep reminding myself everytime I see, smell, or taste something that reminds me of him...I am strong, I am beautiful, I am worth it...and if he is not willing to fight right along with me, then he is not worth it. the end. 

I am not mad, I am no longer sad, I just am. and that is enough for right now. 

And you should know, You are strong, You are beautiful, and you are worth it...and if he is not willing to fight right along with you, then he is not worth it. The End. 

love you,

-B